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bah [Oct. 17th, 2006|10:59 am]
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I really do not like that we got a new finance teacher. I was set in a groove, and new what I needed to do and not do for all my classes. He seems like more work, which isn't good because time is limited. ..bah...

In happier news, I got yarn last weekend. Super Happy! Love yarn.

I'm off to get some food and study for something or other... bah...
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bah [Sep. 27th, 2006|03:58 pm]
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[mood |exhaustedexhausted]

super tired.
have a test in like an hour. little nervous. it's in sign and we were supposed to memorize everything we need to sign, but I don't think that I've completely memorized it yet.
tomorrow i have a test in HR. so not looking forward to that. I need to study like crazy tonight. but hopefully it won't be too bad.

i can't wait to graduate.
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blah [Sep. 5th, 2006|10:57 am]
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[mood |asleep]

i'm so tired. i rode the bus today. not fun, but an experiance. classes aren't over until 2:20, then i can go home. i can't wait. school is going okay. not too thrilled about any of them right now, but then again i'm barely awake so who knows.

summer was great. i wish it was longer.

too tired, can't think.
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Schools out for summer.... [May. 16th, 2006|06:11 am]
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[mood |dead]
[music |snow patrol]

almost.

I just have one more final today and then I'm done. It's not even a final, it's just a quiz. And also the teacher wants to get done super fast because he has a plane to catch; so it should be a pretty easy quiz.

I can't wait until I can actually sleep again. It will be so super nice.

going to do some last minute studying.
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(no subject) [Apr. 27th, 2006|08:13 am]
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i'm slightly nervous, excited, and sick. This should be an interesting day.....and weekend possibly.
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roller coaster [Apr. 22nd, 2006|02:15 am]
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i feel like my emotions are constantly going up and down. one moment i feel great, life is going good and everything, and then the next moment i don't know how i even get through the day.

right now i feel great. it's just been a good day, despite some other things. i feel really happy. i just wish one someone would pay more attention to me/notice me. but oh well, it's fun.

i want to have a footloose marathon, which consists of just watching footloose over and over until you know the whole thing by heart. for no real reason, it just sounds random and fun.
i also want to have a cereal party, cause i really want some cereal and a having a cereal party will give me an excuse to have some. yeah.
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(no subject) [Apr. 10th, 2006|03:30 pm]
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3 years ago yesterday i met clay aiken.

just thought you all should know. :P
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what's your opinion? [Apr. 6th, 2006|09:59 am]
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[mood |alive]
[music |learning to breath - switchfoot]

is it better to tell a friend that you like them more than a friend and risk the chance of losing them as a friend, or just to let life go on and not say anything and continue to be friends?

i can't decide, i constantly go back and forth, so i'd like to know what others think.
express away.


ps. when you guys put up what music you're currently listening to, are you actually listening to it or is it just running through your head? cause for me, most of the time the song is just running through my head.
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huh [Mar. 28th, 2006|08:01 am]
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[mood |mystified]

i am... confused. mystified would also work. yes, i like mystified better. so i am officially mystified. um, yeah. just thought that i'd put that out in the open. explaination to come later... maybe.
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All Work and No Play Makes Gwen a Dull Girl [Mar. 22nd, 2006|11:16 am]
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[mood |indifferentindifferent]

I think that I inadvertantly(sp?) push people away because I'm too busy focusing on studying all the time. It's not that I don't want to make friends (because I really do!), but I really want to get good grades and graduate and get a good job after college.
But then again, it feels at times like no one even really cares about being friends with me, they're just using me to help them pass the class. I don't mind helping people with assignments and to understand concepts of the class... I just wish someone would talk to me without asking me questions about what the teacher just said or how we're supposed to do the homework.
I guess I should take the first step and ask someone if they want to hang out sometime. But the thing is I get such anxiety about what we're going to do, where, when, etc (there's reasons behind this anxiety, it's not just random or that i'm afraid of people); and then I think about how they have their own group of friends, why would they want to hang out with me? In all honesty, I am pretty boring.
Which leads me to think of why I'm so boring, and it's because all I do is study all the time. So what am I supposed to talk about with anyone besides school, which is probably why all the friends I make within my classes only talk with me about school related issues.
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